Lucky Seventy | Note 35
Greetings from the Polish Tatra! The mountains might be my favourite place in the world, and there are many wonderful things about them,...
Aug 14, 2023
The Other Side of the Wall | Note 34
“Why did they go there… Why did they go?” My grandma is sitting in her 1960s armchair with worn upholstery. The living room of her summer...
Aug 7, 2023
The International Gathering | Note 33
Judging by the number on this Field Note, we’re thirty-three weeks into 2023, and more than half of the year has gone by. I’m quite proud...
Aug 1, 2023
Everything You Know About Sports Is a Lie | Note 32
Ongoing sporting controversies – such as the inclusion of Russian and Belarusian athletes in the Olympics, or the broader question of...
Jul 24, 2023
Forty Miles South from Paris | Note 31
The spiral staircase between our ground-floor kitchen and first-floor landing is well over a hundred years old. We were told that,...
Jul 17, 2023
Neuroplasticity & YouTube | Note 30
It might seem that optimism or pessimism are our innate tendencies but scientists believe that they are only about 25 percent dependent...
Jul 10, 2023
Warning, I'm RANTING! | Note 29
My YouTube algorithm is wired so that it almost exclusively serves me bouldering competitions, ballerina vlogs, and cute animals. Because...
Jul 3, 2023
They/them | Note 28
Last week, after a long wait, a very personal essay of mine was finally published on Patagonia’s blog. The piece is accompanied by a...
Jun 26, 2023
Village Life | Note 27
It is hard to comprehend that we’ve been in our French home for over four years. Next year, I could apply for citizenship, although there...
Jun 19, 2023
Anxiety AKA My Brain Strikes Again | Note 26
This note might not make much sense. I simply cannot plan it. Can’t even envisage a subject. My brain is frazzled, my stomach hurts, my...
Jun 12, 2023
Sun's Out, Boobs Out | Note 25
I must have been around thirteen when I went for a summer camp at the Polish seaside. I certainly appeared even younger, and I remember...
Jun 5, 2023
The Weight of the World | Note 24
Last night, we climbed until twilight. We walked out of the forest, listening to birdsong. I overslept, not hearing the alarm go off, and...
May 29, 2023
Olympic Tat | Note 23
I hate buying new things. I wish I could say that it’s my concern for reducing landfill that fuels this hatred but the reality is more...
May 24, 2023
In the Moomin House | Note 22
I like to think that little things around us are connected in meaningful and mysterious ways. It doesn’t matter that I don’t actually...
May 15, 2023
Calling out Catcalling | Note 21
I swear that I will write soon about something – anything – that’s good and wholesome and that brings me joy, but for now it seems that I...
May 8, 2023
"Everybody is a little ADHD" | Note 20
Do you know the feeling when your to-do list is so long that you don’t really know where to start, and end up not starting at all? When...
May 1, 2023
Struggling Right Now | Note 19
My last week’s Field Note made me feel quite horrible. Not because of the subject matter – granted, not a particularly cheery one – but...
Apr 24, 2023
Higher, Faster, Stronger, Viler | Note 18
“The Cold War did not end, it merely shattered into a thousand pieces.” The opening of a lecture for a group of aspiring Russian spies in...
Apr 17, 2023
April's Fool | Note 17
In much of Central and Eastern Europe, Easter Monday is known as Wet Monday. As per tradition, boys would throw water at girls and whip...
Apr 10, 2023
Mind Blown in Yosemite | Note 16
I’ve heard it said that upon seeing Yosemite for the first time – not on film or in a picture, but in real life – you will be nothing...
Apr 3, 2023